Thinking disorder part 1

Time rapidly pass as swift tide reminds me about some quote; "Time and tide wait for no man"
It's about time for final exam again, I haven't gotten into my study mode yet, I mean exam revision. I don't know why, and I don't know why I always have to know the reason behind every single thought of mine.

There's a lot of things spinning in my head right now. I wonder why...?
Or perhaps I am thinking too much :D Seriously I really exercise my mind about a countless things.

This is my diary, isn't it? yes, I think so. I got some idea from reading the new books I had just bought; "Diary of a Wimpy kid", it's quite a good book. Before I bought it, I was so hesitated whether it's a book for kids or not, anyway I already bought it. (again I spent money without cognition) The book itself named "Diary" but the story say that it's a journal! OK I don't get it, what I was thinking was what differentiate Diary and Journal?

Now I found it! this is one of those things that is spinning in my head, I will never know what is it till I write it down and that make my story so mess up because of thinking disordered.

Ps. If you don't understand what's it over there, you have no need to be anxious, your reading skill is still fine, it's just my way of writing and thinking that are messed up.