Exam is OVER

How do you feel today, honey?
>> Well, I'm released and yet disappointed.

I see, you were seemed to have good time and bad time.
>> Yes, I did. Today is the last day of final examination,
I no need to screw up with it anymore.

And why do you look uphappy?
>> Because I couldn't answer the exam questions!!!
Dang dang dang :3

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Thinking disorder part 1

Time rapidly pass as swift tide reminds me about some quote; "Time and tide wait for no man"
It's about time for final exam again, I haven't gotten into my study mode yet, I mean exam revision. I don't know why, and I don't know why I always have to know the reason behind every single thought of mine.

There's a lot of things spinning in my head right now. I wonder why...?
Or perhaps I am thinking too much :D Seriously I really exercise my mind about a countless things.

This is my diary, isn't it? yes, I think so. I got some idea from reading the new books I had just bought; "Diary of a Wimpy kid", it's quite a good book. Before I bought it, I was so hesitated whether it's a book for kids or not, anyway I already bought it. (again I spent money without cognition) The book itself named "Diary" but the story say that it's a journal! OK I don't get it, what I was thinking was what differentiate Diary and Journal?

Now I found it! this is one of those things that is spinning in my head, I will never know what is it till I write it down and that make my story so mess up because of thinking disordered.

Ps. If you don't understand what's it over there, you have no need to be anxious, your reading skill is still fine, it's just my way of writing and thinking that are messed up.

Futsal at night

I shall begin with "I really never imagined that I would have chance to do something like this" what's this? Playing futsal at night! Even though how much I like it but I can't let my mom know about this, hahaha
Check this out, some photos from my phone's camera, too bad that it's not clear at all

The court is somewhere in Subang

The players consist of me, Jeff, Syak and her friends

Our Gatekeeper

Jeff was only one still working, lek lu Jeff :D

Actually we'er having fun, Syakira's really good at playing it. I barely touched the ball because I don't know how to play. The scores were 3-1, of course Syakira team won 3, and my team might score better if i wasn't there keep blocking their way :'(
Anyway, it was fun, thanks to Syakira who invite me and Jeff who fetch me there.

what about now

I haven't undated it for long time. I was kinda busy? no, not really, I just feel like I have nothing special enough till I need to make some memerable post for it

Today I just came back from Bangi, I found it was a nice place if I want to relax and get myself out of city's mess. Unfortunately, I made some mistake, the mistake which would make me not be able to go back there again.
Ok, I don't know it's really my fault or not. But I feel guilty about it anyway, just because my coming there, look likes it sets up everything. Everybody try telling me that "It's not your fault, don't be sad" or "It's done" or "It's gonna be alright, don't worry", bla bla bla... I know myself that I didn't think or worry that much about the problem,

But the thing I've kept thinking till now is "when you have someone who are precious to you, do not hesitate to treasure them as much as you can otherwise you would learn how painful of loneliness when you are left behind ...and alone" Damnit, I hate this kind of feeling, I don't wanna emo here, It CAN'T be helped.

I just wanna tell you that...
WAKE UP
Think about reality
This world is so wide, much wider than you think
You are already old enough to be adult, don't think everything will be at your side ALWAYS, you must be stronger than this to be able to satnd in this world,
If you can't, JUST GO HOME,
go to see your mommy and papeeee...
Poor girl, you'll never know you time is so short

Only today that everybody coddle,
Tomorrow you would be just fledgling with noone