Our new member!

This guy's name Lal-la, i named him myself. It's happened yesterday when i came back from Syakira's house. My housemate asked me to let him stay in my room for a few days till we can find him a new home.

But he's sooooo cute! and he likes to bite :D

Once I was down

While i was doing the assignment, no one couldn't be help but depressed, my cousin (thanks to him) gave me the url of the song which gave me the courage right there.

And now I wanna share it to you!



When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up by Celtic woman.


Whenever you're down, there're still two things you should never forget,
You have family who always support you whatever happens,
and There's your God, just pray and pray and pray...

Indeterminateness

hehehehe it's look like the atmophere today was filled with happiness and sadness together, how could it be?

Then I shall begin with the good thing first,right? good news for today is "I GOT IT" hahaha my Golden half camera! It's a camera that be able to shoot two shot in one photo, side by sides, which means you take 24 exposures you'll get 48 photo! cool!? yeah that's cool enough for who never get her own camera like me! ^^" ...i lovn't...

Here's mine...


It's come together with a cute box



Inside the box, it's a camera, it's called Chelsea Maika edition (name of Japanease star, but it don't know her anyway)



A naive photo taker (i'm dare not to say i'm a photographer >__<)


I did take many photo today, but since this camera is using film so i have to develop these photo first, i'm posting it next time.


Well, i almost forget -*- about my sadness is I spent money on nonsense thing again T__T I really hate this, like hell, even though I like it but in any other views (especially from money seeker =.= my parents) though i didn't tell them about this, but I can't be help not to feel guilty for using thier money in order to satisfy myself *sigh what should I do!?

I really don't know if I'm breach of trust.

Heart Beat

I haven't updated the blog for quite a long time, oh amonth has passed. I started to write it since last year *sigh* maybe it's because I'm not really know what i should begin with.

January, first month of the year's gone, time always run so fast for someone who live in the past, sound likes i'm broken heart hahaha. I don't know, sorry that i'm emote again, my mind is being overtired but my heart is insanely beating as I am listening to it.



Can we stop our heart from beating?
I asked myself.

Absolutely not, haha how silly Leela, if we could do that, it might be very easy for human to perish. Now I know how frail of life... and my mind

According to medically fact anatomy, there are two type of muscle in human's body, first is voluntary and involuntary. So we can't command our heart to stop beating due the fact that Cardiac muscle is involuntary type. (Hehe really wanne be a doctor)


Hope I could find the way out of damn labyrinth soon \(^3^)/